Today I Chose To Pray For Us

I am Angry.

I have been very angry.

But today, I chose to Pray for both of us.

I prayed to God for forgiveness that I have let this anger seep deep within me.

No, I wasn't angry for no reason. 

We both know you have done so much wrong not only to me, but my family. 

Today, I am letting that anger go, not only for myself, but yours as well.

Holding on to resentment doesn't make me a better person. 

It only decrease the happiness and blessings I receive.

Yes, I have been Blessed.

In so many ways, when I look at it, I am blessed. Despite being a sinner for so long, God has saved me and loved me. Accepted my flaws and forgiven me.

Today, I pray for you.

To let go of your jealousy and envy that makes you angry. 

I pray that you realize your actions, your words, and the gossip you are spreading within this good family.

I pray that you ask God for Forgiveness.

No, I am not asking you to personally apologize to me, but apologize to God.

I pray that God may bless you as well as He did to me.

I pray that he covers you with his blanket of love, compassion and humility.

I prayed that you pray for me to.

As I have surrendered myself to Him, I prayed that all these bitterness, hate, and anger towards you may be lifted away from me.

So that I can love you the way God loved His enemies.

Today, I prayed for the both of us.